Random ThoughtsRandomness.Paper heart,Heartbeat ,Christopher McCandles,free and always be free,devotion,careless,anger which gets you nowhere,heartsick,hugs coming from behind,true love?chasing for pleasure because it makes you forget,or running away from pain?kisses,the tenderness of your voices,a million of parachutes descending from the bright sky,an airplane in the night sky which you thought it was a shooting star,wish upon a star,beautiful people,lovely nieces or nephews,brothers and sisters,sweet remembrance,the smell of your mother or father,army toys covered with dust,kindergarten that you hardly remember,an old friend that you miss,you hated why you always be the one who gets to wait,you thought today had been okay,today has been okay,fucked up life but you think that it might just change,college life,new friends,fake friends,foreign beauty,neighbor that you don’t even care,or one day you want to say "Hello",fear of losing,do you think that fear is
All Dogs Go To Heaven"The only creatures that are evolved enough to convey pure love are dogs and infants." ~ Johnny Depp ~Someone asked me: What's the meaning of the word 'Euphoria' to you?Have you ever felt it?When was the last time you felt it?I answered:It was first when my Dad bought us a Nintendo.It was when I had my dog.It was when I finished poo poo(perhaps) LOL.I would like to tell you a story about a dog, mine.When I was in junior high school, my uncle gave us a small yellow-brownish cute dog. I was so happy. I love dogs more than any animals on this planet. Yes, I think it was the only animal that could give you pure love. They sometimes even better than human.Do you know why dogs wag their tail every time they see you?Do you know why dogs will always be
Do you hope?Hope.I don’t wanna hope…Have you ever felt a kind of feeling called Euphoria? I really love that kinda feeling.I was really happy, so happy like I was in Heaven. I did not mind at all even if on that day was the last day of my life. You know that kind of feeling could only happen once, maybe more.Then I started to think, this is too good, this is too good to be true. When something really good happens to you until it makes you wonder that it can’t be true, something bad is going to happen after that. I can’t say how bad it is gonna be, but it happened to me and it killed me.Expectation could kill me.Some people said that hope is the best thing. It is true.I think. Hope is the best thing but also the biggest lie there is.I don’t wanna hope no more, because if I don’t hope and lessen my desires then I wont get hurt.A wise man once said : ” If you wanted to be happy and healthy, you have to focus on what you have now. Not on what you don
CareerIt's when you finish your high school and continue to the university for further education.You finish your study and willy-nilly whether you are ready or not, you have come to a time when you have to prepare for your work life.You are looking for a job and if you are the ambitious one, you would not call it as a job or work. You call it a career. What is a career??Career is a kind of thing that you want more than anything to get it. You have only one goal, absolute one. That’s it. You are going to get it ( you say that to yourself ). Only work, nothing else wont matter. But when you get it, you realize that it’s not that great… it's no life. You don’t understand. I don’t understand.My little conscience whispered ….” When are you going to do something with your life ? “Yeah that ” something ” significant .
To EverybodyAll good things start with a smile.We have always wanted to try to be nice and we have tried hard. We try to do things with good intentions, but to some people they don’t think that way. They gave you a phony smile and skeptical. Do you know when someone gives you a phony smile?. People always got ways to hinder us from doing things with good intentions.Don’t let them stop you. Don’t get offended. Just keep doing your good things. Being nice won’t hurt you and literally you don’t have to pay for being nice. It cost you nothing, really.Make your everyday counts.To those who are being nice ( not pretending ) : Thank you very much. Do you actually know that you have made this world more beautiful just by being nice? Everybody is going to love you To those who are not being nice : Thank you. You are so honest. I understand truly. Because it is hard to care when you are lost. You just can’t help yourself. You will find your way home To some o